For most of my life I have heard voices in my head... I suffer from paranoia. For a while the voices went away but now they have come back and are stonger than before.
Sometimes I can block out the voices and ignore them but since they came back they are stronger than they have ever been. All day every day my mind is like a war zone, voices shouting over each other… there is no peace!
I feel like I’m just a sad song with nothing to say… I am trying to find my voice but I can’t. These voices control me. I want to speak out to people but they hold me back. This blog is my only form of expression at the moment apart from one friend. This friend understands what I am talking about. He doesn’t judge me or condone me in any way possible.
I want these voices to go. Or to at least be able to block them out again. I just want to be able to feel free.
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