I cant do this, the guilt is too much! I dont know what to do, I cant tell anyone what I've done because I will be judged and I cant keep silent because this is eating me up. I couldnt worship through singing today at Church, I froze. I took communion but only because that was the only way I could worshoip and I felt like I had to.
I have done something that I shouldnt have but I needed to do it to help me get over something. If that picture above is true then I shouldnt be feeling this guilt and if I truely believed it I shouldnt be worrying about what has happened...
I want to tell someone but I cant. I dont know how to deal with this but what I've done is too bad to talk about, but it helped me in a wierd way. I needed to do it to get over my fear.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I don't know what to do. I'm so confused and so full of guilt!
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