I'm not beautiful!

I'm not beautiful - no matter what anyone says I'm not beautiful!

I always find God works in weird and wonderful ways. Last night He was telling me that I am beautiful but I cant understand why He would, why anyone would, think that. How can I be beautiful?

I have hundreds of scars, loads of flabby bits, i'm short and not attractive. I cant be loved by anyone at all. I dont understand why God thinks i am beautiful!

I'M NOT, AND NEVER WILL BE, BEAUTIFUL!