Wednesday 3 June 2009

I got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match. What a catch!

My mind is my worst enemy. Its the one thing that the devil can use to really get me down. My thoughts are so negative and damaging. They are the one thing that lower my self-esteem.

I am still self harming and right now its the only friend I have. Its something that lets me feel in the real world again. For me its not about the pain, its not a release of emotion. For me its the only way I know of keeping myself in the present. Its hard to explain.

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